Friday, September 26, 2008

I Stay In Love With You

I Stay In Love
Baby, I stay in love with you

Dying inside cause I can't stand it
Make up break up can't take this madness
We don't even really know why all I know is baby I
Try and try so hard to keep our love alive
If you dont' know me at this point then I highly doubt you ever will
I really need you to give me that unconditional love I used to feel
It's a mistake if we just erase it
From our hearts and minds I know

We said let it go but I kept on hangin' on
Inside I know it's over you're really gone
It's killing me cause there ain't nothing that I can do
Baby I stay in love with you
And I keep on telling myself that you'll come back around
And I try to front like 'Oh well' each time you let me down
See I can't get over you now, no matter what I do
Baby baby, I stay in love with you

It cuts so deep it hurts down to my soul
My friends tell me I ain't the same no more
We still need each other
When we stumble and fall how
we gon' act like what we had
Ain't nothing at all now
Hey, what I wanna do is ride shotgun next to you
With the top down like we used to
Hit the block proud in the SU
We both know our heart is breakin'
Can we learn from our mistakes
I can't last one moment alone, although I know

We said let go but I kept on hangin' on
Inside I know it's over you're really gone
It's killing me cause there ain't nothing that I can do
Baby baby, I stay in love with you
And I keep on telling myself that you'll come back around
And I try to front like "Oh well" each time you let me down
See I can't get over you now no matter what I do
Baby baby, I stay in love with you

We said let go but I kept on hangin' on
Inside I know it's over you're really gone
It's killing me cause there ain't nothing that I can do
Baby baby, I stay in love with you
And I keep on telling myself that you'll come back around
And I try to front like "Oh well" each time you let me down
See I can't get over you now no matter what I do
Baby baby, I stay in love with you

We said let go but I kept on hangin' on
Inside I know it's over you're really gone
It's killing me cause there ain't nothing that I can do
Baby baby, I stay in love with you
And I keep on telling myself that you'll come back around
And I try to front like "Oh well" each time you let me down
See I can't get over you now no matter what I do
Baby baby, I stay in love with you

Friday, May 16, 2008

How stupid am I....

How stupid am I...

Thinking I could be strong
Thinking I could forget you
Everything of you...
Thinking I could just wipe you off in my memory
Not even a single strain

BUT is all wrong,
I remember every single word you said,
Be it sweet or cruel,
It touches me and it hurts me too,
Why have you changed?
Or am I too innocent,
Thinking you are the one....

Freedom is all you want?
Tell me how much freedom you want!!
"Taking up the place in your heart"
HUH~ It sounds so fake to me now.
You say the words but you swallow back the words,
How could you.....

"Got relationship or no relationship is okay for you"
Ridiculous! ! ! ! !
You even cannot differentiate what is a partner and relationship,
If only you could just realize, how much I care for you

You said you tried, but you DIDN'T...
I can forgive you, but why must you said such cruel words,
Is like putting salt in my wound,
Keep bleeding until my love for you slowly drain off...

I hate it when you blame others,
I hate it when you left me alone,
I hate it when you stare at me coldly,
I hate it when you deny,
I hate it when you say you love me!!!

Why can't you just let your heart out?
Why can't you let me stand by you?
I always tell you to let me hear what your heart says,
Yet, you always hide it

Friends around me said how could I fall for you,
Is this love or Stupidity

How stupid am I...........that I still could not forget you.

Thanks for being part of my life........