It is just too sad that i din expect to start my very first blog with such a heartbreaking blog. At first, i am planning to have very hilarious blog for the first. But...thing just doesn't go the way i want. Well, it was all started the day when a friend from a hotel where i was trained in send me a message. He said that my friend Michelle has past away. In the message, he mentioned michelle rtl. At the time i just couldn't figure out.what does rtl stands for,so i reply the person back. At the same time, i was thinking is the Michelle mentioned is the one i know???
Today, he replied me. Then , only i knew RTL stands for reception team leader. SHOCK!!!!! she is the Michelle who i know.***SOB***. How could this happen???Few days ago, she was planning which day to come back to college to visit me and other lecturers because he is from taylor as well. But now,she will never got the chance anymore.
Michelle was a very nice person.During my training there, she taught me a lot and really friends with me compared to others. She was the very first person that made me go clubbing and we really have a great time clubbing. She was really a gorgeous lady. She learned things fast and efficient in working,I guess this is why she got promoted fast. Whenever there were any activities going on in hotel, she will be the first one to invite me though i was a trainee and whenever i had request to do something, she will help me to the fullest. The day i left the hotel , she treated me a dinner in a neighbour hotel together with other staff. We have a long chat that nite and we promised to meet each other again in the future. She trying to call more ppl come to the dinner but end up only 4 ppl dining in the restaurant. She was so pissed off because some ppl actually told lie that they are coming. It all boils down to the fact that, she was a very very very good person.
Why God is so unfair to us???She is really a very good person yet she left us in such an early age. She had bright future yet she was unable to have it. She had a great life but yet she was not able to enjoy anymore. She had lots of great friends and yet she was force to abandon us. She was so dedicated to her life and yet she was forced to go to the other world. I just dunno WHY????**Angry** I would not dare to question anyone or anythings who are above us but it seems like good people always leave early compared to those stupid bastard and bitchy ppl.
Although we only knew each other not more than one year, she has always been so helpful to me, provide watever information i need to do my report. IF only i knew this will happen, i shud put on more force to ask her to come to college asap. It is just too bad, i am not granted with the sixth sense, the extraordinary. Yesterday nite is Christmas's eve, i was planning to call her to go clubbing and there is just no second clubbing for us.
What is the main cause for her leave, i am not sure. i just couldn't clear off the cloud around me including her family. For this part, i do not wish to say much. BUT ONE THING, if i find out the fault is actually fall on the doctor who treated her, i will curse him for his unprofessional and making a precious lost on his hand. If any doctor who read my blog or medicine students, u better watch out and pls remember patients' life are owez in your hand ,dun do the job just because of high return.
Well, this is all arranged. There's nothing i can do unless i am the one in charge of the human life and death.**SOB**. Death is something we cant avoid, sooner or later we have to face it.it just depends how we see it. Perhaps, we shall look forward for tomolo for a better day. I believe she would not like to see us being too upset or moan over her. Let just hope she rest in peace and has a better life after life. She will always remain in our memory, FOREVER & EVER.............