How stupid am I....

How stupid am I...

Thinking I could be strong
Thinking I could forget you
Everything of you...
Thinking I could just wipe you off in my memory
Not even a single strain

BUT is all wrong,
I remember every single word you said,
Be it sweet or cruel,
It touches me and it hurts me too,
Why have you changed?
Or am I too innocent,
Thinking you are the one....

Freedom is all you want?
Tell me how much freedom you want!!
"Taking up the place in your heart"
HUH~ It sounds so fake to me now.
You say the words but you swallow back the words,
How could you.....

"Got relationship or no relationship is okay for you"
Ridiculous! ! ! ! !
You even cannot differentiate what is a partner and relationship,
If only you could just realize, how much I care for you

You said you tried, but you DIDN'T...
I can forgive you, but why must you said such cruel words,
Is like putting salt in my wound,
Keep bleeding until my love for you slowly drain off...

I hate it when you blame others,
I hate it when you left me alone,
I hate it when you stare at me coldly,
I hate it when you deny,
I hate it when you say you love me!!!

Why can't you just let your heart out?
Why can't you let me stand by you?
I always tell you to let me hear what your heart says,
Yet, you always hide it

Friends around me said how could I fall for you,
Is this love or Stupidity

How stupid am I...........that I still could not forget you.

Thanks for being part of my life........