Hiong Taufu

I Stay In Love With You

2008-09-26T19:13:00.000-07:00

I Stay In Love
Baby, I stay in love with you

Dying inside cause I can't stand it
Make up break up can't take this madness
We don't even really know why all I know is baby I
Try and try so hard to keep our love alive
If you dont' know me at this point then I highly doubt you ever will
I really need you to give me that unconditional love I used to feel
It's a mistake if we just erase it
From our hearts and minds I know

We said let it go but I kept on hangin' on
Inside I know it's over you're really gone
It's killing me cause there ain't nothing that I can do
Baby I stay in love with you
And I keep on telling myself that you'll come back around
And I try to front like 'Oh well' each time you let me down
See I can't get over you now, no matter what I do
Baby baby, I stay in love with you

It cuts so deep it hurts down to my soul
My friends tell me I ain't the same no more
We still need each other
When we stumble and fall how
we gon' act like what we had
Ain't nothing at all now
Hey, what I wanna do is ride shotgun next to you
With the top down like we used to
Hit the block proud in the SU
We both know our heart is breakin'
Can we learn from our mistakes
I can't last one moment alone, although I know

We said let go but I kept on hangin' on
Inside I know it's over you're really gone
It's killing me cause there ain't nothing that I can do
Baby baby, I stay in love with you
And I keep on telling myself that you'll come back around
And I try to front like "Oh well" each time you let me down
See I can't get over you now no matter what I do
Baby baby, I stay in love with you

We said let go but I kept on hangin' on
Inside I know it's over you're really gone
It's killing me cause there ain't nothing that I can do
Baby baby, I stay in love with you
And I keep on telling myself that you'll come back around
And I try to front like "Oh well" each time you let me down
See I can't get over you now no matter what I do
Baby baby, I stay in love with you

We said let go but I kept on hangin' on
Inside I know it's over you're really gone
It's killing me cause there ain't nothing that I can do
Baby baby, I stay in love with you
And I keep on telling myself that you'll come back around
And I try to front like "Oh well" each time you let me down
See I can't get over you now no matter what I do
Baby baby, I stay in love with you

How stupid am I....

2008-05-16T20:40:00.000-07:00

How stupid am I...

Thinking I could be strong
Thinking I could forget you
Everything of you...
Thinking I could just wipe you off in my memory
Not even a single strain

BUT is all wrong,
I remember every single word you said,
Be it sweet or cruel,
It touches me and it hurts me too,
Why have you changed?
Or am I too innocent,
Thinking you are the one....

Freedom is all you want?
Tell me how much freedom you want!!
"Taking up the place in your heart"
HUH~ It sounds so fake to me now.
You say the words but you swallow back the words,
How could you.....

"Got relationship or no relationship is okay for you"
Ridiculous! ! ! ! !
You even cannot differentiate what is a partner and relationship,
If only you could just realize, how much I care for you

You said you tried, but you DIDN'T...
I can forgive you, but why must you said such cruel words,
Is like putting salt in my wound,
Keep bleeding until my love for you slowly drain off...

I hate it when you blame others,
I hate it when you left me alone,
I hate it when you stare at me coldly,
I hate it when you deny,
I hate it when you say you love me!!!

Why can't you just let your heart out?
Why can't you let me stand by you?
I always tell you to let me hear what your heart says,
Yet, you always hide it

Friends around me said how could I fall for you,
Is this love or Stupidity

How stupid am I...........that I still could not forget you.

Thanks for being part of my life........

Another failure of VMY07

2007-04-13T23:20:00.001-07:00

DinoTrek advertisement can be seen all over Kuching, banners are everywhere, newspapers have reported how interesting it is. So, it caught my attention to visit this dinosaur exhibition, organized by Petronas. Hmmm...... I never put high hope on this visit because being in Malaysia for so long, I know how Malaysian people work. On the other side, how interesting can it be when they held it in such a small place like Dewan Tun Abdul Razak??

Without my surprise, I got irritated when I first reached there. The queue was long. Thinking that it might be so "interesting" that it attracted so many people. But when I walked closer, WHAT?? we actually need to buy ticket??? S**t. They didn't even mention in newspapers or ads? Charging one adult for RM5 and kids for RM3. The entrance fees seem quite okay to me however......the exhibition does not meet my expectation at all. Some more, we have to line up for so long because there is only one person selling tickets at the counter??? I didn't realize that Petronas or the parties involved are so lack of manpower? I got more frustrated when they announced that the entry is according to the time slots. I reached there at 10am ad the time slots I get was 1.30pm!!!! They never mention at all about all these in the ads. Guess what?? it really turned some tourists off from visiting the exhibition.This is how it looked when I first entered. Games for kids??**Cheh** I can only think of one word--"LAME". The activities or the games are not creative or innovative, and the ways they present is just so dull, lifeless.

Let me show you how big the exhibition is......this is actually a quarter of the exhibition. Can you imagine how small it is?

Ooowhh......Look, how cute the dinosaur is...*Sweat*

The exhibition is so "nice" that I can spend less than 10 minutes to actually finish walking one round. Anyone who intends to go or those who has been to the exhibition, please tell me what is so MYSTERY? MAGIC? & SCIENCE?

I can be the Mystery & Magic--the TAUFUSAURUS!!!!~Roar~~~

Happy Birthday

2007-04-10T05:01:00.000-07:00

Hooooohoooo, 3rd of April is my dogs' birthday. **Hahaha**. Let see how we celebrate their one year old birthday.

First, we boiled the water to cook the mee sua. Then we mixed it with soy sauce, onion oil, chili sauce & tomato sauce.

Secondly, the feast commenced. Yummy..yummy...My dogs love it a lot.

We also boiled 8 eggs. 2 for mummy dog and the rest for the 3 doggy.

"Hehe, I eat mee sua sin, paiseh.."

Taufu = Guang Liang

2007-04-08T06:57:00.000-07:00

Have you ever wonder who do you look like other than your parents or your siblings??? One thing for sure, my face does not look like a TAUFU okie!! Which celebrity do I look alike?? Brad Pitt?**Cough** I believe I am more handsome than him..... (HAHAHA). Here are few celebrities who are so proud to have the look of me.

http://www.myheritage.com

Do you think I still look like Guang Liang???

"Cannes Film Festival"

2007-03-24T05:50:00.000-07:00

It is an announcement of results yesterday in my "beloved" college. I am not going say much in this blog. Let the pictures speak on behalf of me.

Here are some pictures before the ceremony starts:

The camwhorin' WOMAN...

Mind the Gap President

The MAFIA gang....

OMG, the porn stars **hahaha**

Not to mention, yesterday is also my movie premier in one of the most renowned TV channel. It is actually a 1.2 billion production, hoping to shock the audience of Malaysia.

If u missed the premier, just buy the DVD from my site..

So touching, my first film has recognized worldwide*SOB*

My "FANS" were too excited till they cry.....

In the middle is my bodyguard, called Penang PaiKia. and to the right is her daughter**Wuhahaha**

"THANK YOU" so much, Lintun for turning me into smelly taufu. I will sure one day make you a smelly Mafia as well. WATCH YOUR BACK!!!!!

Finally, I have graduated and hopefully next year i will come out a better production. Let me tell you a secret, I am now working on a MV call "Smack That Queen" but there is some legal problems. Hopefully I am able to get the copyright and got nominated in MTV awards next year.

Irreplaceable Stress......

2007-03-16T02:37:00.000-07:00

Final Exam is kinda stress to all my friends around me. When i sign in my msn messenger, I can see all sorts of personal message. Here are some examples:

(1) FINALS FINALS FINALS!!!!!
(2) Angels by our side..please guide us through-out the exam!!
(3) 5 more days to go!!!!!
(4) Counting down, 10 subjects more!!! final final final!!! AJA AJA huaiting!!
(5) BTH Final Exam candidates, may GOD bless all of you.
(6) stress and nervous
(7) stress mode: on...
(8) - -DUnno Can PASs Or nOt LeH?!

I think is like a mission impossible for me to write all becoz it going to use up my whole page just to do the listing. Well, as for lecturers....this is the time where they will be so free like living in heaven as they do not have to do any teaching besides invigilating.....And one of the personal message is " Bored!!!!! (42%!!!!) " . For your info, he is waiting for the movie to finish download.**Sweat** (To whoever lecturer concerned, if u do read my blog pls pls don't minus my marks...no offend, okie???)

Well, lately I am a bit crazy bout Beyonce, so this is wat i found. Enjoy the video....I believe it can release my friends' stress and also cure the boredom of all my lecturers.

By the way girls, these 2 guys are damn rich, so you might consider to go after them. **LOL**

Red Bom

2007-02-23T03:52:00.000-08:00

Back to hometown was a wonderful week. My cousin's wedding in addition to the celebration of Chinese New Year have made the week such a memorable one. Being the last one among my friends who arrived in kuching, I am even more excited looking forward to this year Chinese New Year. I am extremely happy because this year kuching people are standing out to commit more illegal acts.**LOL** Fireworks have increased more compared to the previous years. This is the only moment where so many Malaysians break the law at the same time.

"How wonderful.... A place like no others"

Rushing back to the town of pineapple, Sarikei on the second day of CNY early in the morning at 5.30am was fun. My cousin's wedding took place on the third day of CNY. It is considered rare to see such a traditional wedding in these days. It's sure give me a great experience to witness the whole process. Having a traditional Foochow wedding is not easy, lots of, lots of, lots of preparation have to be done......Looking at my aunt, I knew she has not slept for few days just to prepare the wedding for her daughter, on the day itself, even my mother and other aunts have to wake up 3 am to help out my cousin's wedding.

Proud to be Foochow though I am not really a pure blood Foochow. This is how we start the day, eating longevity noodles and sumptuous chicken soup at 7 in the morning at my cousin's house.

Yummy, yummy!!!

More relatives filling up the spaces of the house. Kepoh cousin like me **Hehehe** will definitely looking here and there, see how the tradition goes. I am confused and at times not knowing the meaning behind the tradition. Trust me, it is really very traditional until my grandmother can't even remember or understand some of it. Like the one picture below, what exactly it means?? I guess perhaps having the right shoes to wear meaning that you have married to the right person?? or you will have more shoes to wear after wedding??

Cinderella??

Later on, the mother and aunts will help to put tonnes of gold on my cousin. Hmmm.......

SEE!! How valuable my cousin is!!

I realize a weirdo who turn out to be the cameraman or videoman or whatever man larh. Look at his hair...OMG, so colourful and he does not look professional at all. I got a shock. He is my cousin which is just few months younger than me. **Wuahaha** We are very close with each other when we were still young last time *Cough* *Cough* I mean we are still young now, I mean when we were still little kids. *Sweat*

Here comes the most thrilling part, the obstacles before the groom can meet the bride. This is a history breaking record because usually there are more than 5 persons in sisterhood to come out the obstacles. but this time, there were only 2 persons who is my sister and the other cousin. Amazing right?? 2 against so many guys. **Jiang Jiang Jiang........** The first obstacles...

Oooo.....How sweet?? (Forget about the tunes or pitching, This is not Malaysian Idols)

Second obstacles was proposed to my cousin because he never proposed before. Thirdly, he has to eat 8 eggs.

Touching....Even me feel like crying

Time for my cousin to leave, her brother has to walk around the car 3 times with the red fan, holding the red cloth on the car and moving in & out for 3 times as well.

Don't ask me. I have no idea what it means.

Later at afternoon, it's wedding 'lunch' (Weird isn't it??) No choice, they have another wedding dinner at Sibu (groom side).

Since you been gone (Sin Chew Jit Poh)

Out of nowhere, a poor fellow claiming herself as a journalist from the local newspaper " Since You Been Gone" appeared during the lunch. She asked us to pay her money so that she can advertised the event in the newspaper. **OMG** I didn't know they are so poor until the stage coming to people's wedding looking for source of income??? Unbelievable.

Force by the crowd. I am straight, okie.

I really like the atmosphere of traditional wedding unlike some other bloggers or people. It might look complicated and consider unnecessary but it is our origin. Sometimes it is good especially for people like us, the so-called modern people to go through such experience. You will find lots of fun in it too.

百年好合 (Happy forever)

New Hair Cut

2007-02-16T08:07:00.000-08:00

Two days from Chinese New Year. I am so eager to get my hair cut because my hair is growing tremendously fast as it is fertilized. Hoping to get back to the Plus One Unisex saloon to get my hair done, but my friend and her StarWars sisters were unable to go due to a "war" going on. Since I went to do some shopping with 2 shop-for-shoes-only friends, namely kam zing and elaine. I wonder how many pair of feet they have?? Are they Octopus women??

They like crying too....**LOL**

I saw many saloon in Money River, and it makes me a bit headache. Some hairstylists like lala, others like gangster. I came across this saloon and it attracts my attention because of not only there were lots of people in it but as well as their design too.

Simple & Nice

People usually will go for professional hairstylist but I chose senior hairstylist . First is to see whether their SiFu good in teaching or not, secondly **Evil Smile** to test their abilities.

This is my hairstylist ...call Ah Yee.

She is a nice lady no doubt. We have a great talk and she is a bit hilarious. She also found out that I am not local people from the way I speak Cantonese. She thought I was from Taiwan at first. **hahaha** Do I look like Taiwanese? Less than half an hour, my hair is done. Hmmmm.............

Does it looks nice??

To be frank, I am not really impressed with my new hairstyle compared to the saloon at Rawang. Nothing new, I would say beside it looks shorter and some of friends didn't even notice that I cut my hair. **A bit disappointed**Ah Yee, you still can improve de and smoke less, ok?? Anyway, it's going to be my new hairstyle for the coming Chinese New Year. **YeeHaa** Excited, because I am going back to my hometown, KUCHING!! & there is going to be a special occasion. So, I will be away from The Golden Gates for 1 week.

Valentine's Day

2007-02-13T20:51:00.000-08:00

Valentine's Day. A day where all the dating girls looking forward but it might be the other way round for some guys and bachelors. Where the hack is Valentine coming from? Lots of ppl only know Valentine is just a day for couples to celebrate. Just to let everyone, Valentine's day is actually said to be originated in Rome. A cruel emperor of Rome, Claudius cancelled all the marriages and engagements so that men can join his military. This was the time where a Christian priest, Valentine came to defend and he was out into jail till he died on 14 February which is the day where all the people celebrate Valentine's Day. If you would like to know more, just click here.

A sweet day?? or a revenge day?? Some people are cruel, they choose valentine to revenge and make the other partner feels really sad. Some couples are undeniably truly appreciate and love each other. **Sigh** When people are in different situation, they see things from different point of view. Bachelor like me is a bit quite sad of course. My friend told me that it has been a very 2 sad decades of life that we--the bachelors have gone through. It is not only us . There are also some girls who remain single.

Is that our fault?? I have no idea. Looking all my friends, be it straight, lesbians or gays, they are happy and I am happy also looking they all though I am single. Wishing them the best. I believe faith all the time and years go by, I am still waiting for somebody else to understand and be with me. Where's my cupid?? **Hmmm.......**I guess they are just too many crimes nowadays.....

OMG!!! Is that my cupid???

**SIGH** Do we have to be so pathetic?? **LOL** I believe we don't have to. We can choose not to. Humans are always complicated and it is not girls only but guys too. We don't have to be the "roses on the street".

Single people like us are not sat bai. It is just not our day or year perhaps, I would say. A twinge of sadness is inevitable but if we hold on together, everything would be fine. If not, try to find a professional cupid, I was thinking of him too...If he helps, i will tell you all **Wuahaha**

Cupid Bond

I went to a campaign about love yesterday, is about violence against women.One part of the exhibition is how to embrace women. In my mind, if you as women would like guys to embrace you, first of all carry yourself well. Embracing each other is always better than embracing one. Couples...I have some comments to all of you. If you hope that the other one of yours is the one you hope to share your life with, and wish he or she is the one you can build your home with. Do cherish and appreciate them. If both of of you are made for each other, there's no reason for you to create unnecessary chaos in the relationships. Don't always bring out the issue of last time, and don't be too materialistic in a relationships. Girls don't always ask for gifts or worse....like gucci, chanel, prada. Sometimes sacrificing a bit will lead your both relationship to a better stage. Never run away from each other when they need you the most. Trust me, because of all these, two of you will be much more happier. This is what I think lack the most in nowadays girl and boy relationship. Sometimes, I realize lesbians or gays can handle their relationships better than the straights. No offend.

Okay okay...a bit loso here. **Sentimental** Happy valentine to my friends. If you need consultation just give a call or chat with me. I am available 24 hours at your service. Free of charge during valentine and CNY period.

Night Market

2007-02-01T08:07:00.000-08:00

Whenever there is night market or pasar malam, the place would definitely going to be very happening at night. There are just so many people squeezing here and there. In other words, is like another Sungei Wang but is the open air type lah.

I have first went to a restaurant called Sheng Kei, my friends and I ordered the restaurant specialty.

Curry Fish Head

After having the feast, we went for a walk around. Many stalls selling Chinese New year decorations were set up and the crowd was really immense. Looking through all sorts of decors, I realize this special angpao.

Now you see.....

Now you don't.....

The pasar malam is joined by the Rocket team also. They are really so hardworking. Standing at the corner and exclaiming their vision & mission.

Fly rocket, fly!!!

I was really upset because I didn't get to see my idol performing in the pasar malam. Perhaps, she is having sore throat. Let me tell you...she is the most amazing salesperson in the pasar malam I ever see. She will really get your attention right away you pass her stall. Too bad, I can't show you all, but if there's a chance I will show you all next time.

Later on, one of friends talked about anklet, the conversation was something like that

Pink :Do you know bout ank let story??
Lala :What story? I dunno boh.
Pink :Last time I bought one ank let at this pasar malam, then when I wear to school, my lecturer ask me the ank let, then blah blah, (more ank let)
Taufu: **Thinking** "What is ank let? Is it an leg or ant's leg??????"
Lala : **Thinking ** "???????????" What is ank let arh?
Pink :Wear on the leg lah.
Lala : ANKLET ah!!!! You pronounce as AN.....KLET not ANK....LET.
Pink : **SWEAT**
Lala &: Hahahahahaha.........................
Taufu

Ant's leg????

After cracking the jokes, we went home and on the way back. We spotted a house with Chinese New Year decorations but the theme is Christmas......

"Gong Xi, Gong Xi...We wish you a very Christmas...."

What a pasar malam....Where the East meet the West. **Laugh** By the way, can someone please enlighten me, this pasar malam is actually SS2 or Chao Yang or something else????

Floral Parade

2007-01-27T05:07:00.000-08:00

My friends said I am crazy because i went to the Floral Parade at Putrajaya. Well, I don't find it crazy at all. I purposely wake up 6A.M, because it takes me approximately 1.5 hour for me to reach putrajaya, thanks to the KTM.

????????????

As a Sarawakian, I have never been to Putrajaya before, so like the other tourists, we are eager to visit Purajaya.

When I first reach there, one huge structure got my attention. First thing come to my mind ....

"Though the coconut might not as big as the FAMOUS blogger but I am sure the Putrajaya banana is definitely longer than him" **LOL..!!!**

The crowd, I would say not so bad but still don't really see lots of ang-moh. Perhaps, they are allergy to flowers. **Laugh**. Our kiasu neighbour seems like interested in flowers a lot until the extend that their zoo animals also came.

Look, giraffe in the bus !!!!!

In a floral parade, the thing you see is of course the floats decorated with flowers. The winning float is made by Kiam Siap people **Erhmm....** from the Pearl of the Orient.

Yes, is Penang. Island that full of "pearl"

Not to be missed is SARAWAK!!! Go go go....Aller aller aller !!! I hope no one ask me....

"Ooooo..... how they come to Putrajaya?"

Float is not the only thing you can watch, there are more than 10 school bands competing with each others but no St Joseph band **Wuahahaha**. Not only that, you get to see leng lui.

The parade lasts for around 2 and half hours. Hanging around, hoping to find some nice food at the temporary stalls which set up under the hot sun. As what I have thought, all are the fried stuff like lekor, pisang goreng, nasi lemak........and I am not going to eat the food when I almost got "fainted" because of the heat. Thirst for some drinks, I walk around and I see this.

Halal Mecca Cola?? Produce in Mecca??

Naaaa.......Not a cola fan anyway. I don't want to be like friend who drinks cola as daily mineral water. So, I bought myself something cooling, refreshing yet healthy....

Yap, is coconut again but with jelly inside. (Cost me 4 MYR)

Halfway walking, I realize there are actually temporary toilets everywhere, though I was tempted to use but when I saw there is water leaking out from the bottom, I feel so disgusted. Then, I just have to tighten up my pant. **Hahahaha**

Again, this is what always happen in Malaysia. Putrajaya is full of gigantic building but they just can't provide enough rubbish bin. Sad to say that.

**SIGH**

On the way back, I use KLIA transit and when I step in, the train was full of flower fragrance.

Maybe I should have my wedding here.

I realize I got sunburn when I reach home

It is a great experience for me though. Overall, I would say the parade is well done but lots of spaces can be improved. Maybe the banana will grow longer when I go next time.**sweat** It shall remain a nice memory for me.

Memoirs Of Floral

Brother?? I doubt...

2007-01-05T05:12:00.000-08:00

This is actually quite an old event happened during the end of last term 5. I wanna write this blog coz i just got the pictures. It is actually my friend or my "brother" birthday. I was invited unintentionally to his birthday party at a look-like-but-not Thai restaurant.

My brother is like Queen of Ants. Ooops, shud be King. (He din change sex, okay) He always lead a group of people walking behind him like his guardians.(Metaphorally speaking)**Oink, Oink**. So it comes naturally that his party got all his gang gang.

On that day, there were 3 tables but the situation is like 30 tables. If anyone pass by without having a close look, he might had thought that it was a wedding dinner. Everyone kept on YUM SENGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!! just like the tradition wedding where A Pek and A Ma and Uncle and Auntie every time do.

Christine, Daniyal, "Brother"& Taufu

They are so high and crazy that few bottles of wine were emptied at the end of the day. Food came and went, eat eat eat, chat chat chat, laugh laugh laugh, and wuhah wuhah. It's time to cut cake.

I am 'slapping' my brother

This is all my friends of DH21 except one which is my brother's petite amie. Oh ya, let me introduce you all the Peace Angel !!!! **Drum**

Well, she is the PEACE ANGEL

I always wonder is he really my "brother"?? **Doubt** I know i always wanted a brother because I have no brother to play and talk with. But, something is just not right. Again, I will try to figure it out. Or just let the time to proof?? but to proof what?? I shall know in the coming days. I believe the Peace Angel can help??? **LOL**

Beep....Beep...

2007-01-03T01:52:00.000-08:00

What's wrong with world,mama.
People living like the ain't got no **Beep**
I think the whole world is addicted to money

I feel the weight on my shoulder is just so f**Beep**ing heavy
As I'm getting older, people gets colder and such a jerk
Most of us only cares bout money making
Selfishness has made us blind and cruel

Infecting the young minds faster than flu
Kids act like as if they are left alone and neglected
What has happen to our passion and humanity
Lack of understanding, leading a **Beep** lives all the time

That's the reason why sometimes I'm feeling like a a**Beep**le
That's the reason why sometimes I'm feeling damn down
There's no wonder why sometimes I'm feelin' sick
Gotta keep my faith alive and my light of hope on

Where is the LOVE?????
Where is the f*Beep*ing LOVE???
Where is the LOVE???

[[Sorry, just being so sad bout the world at the moment. Why can't we choose the way we want to live on. "Happily ever after" seems like only appear in fairy tales.**Sigh**. Again, Tomorrow Never Dies, gotta live on with our strong will and with a open heart.]]

Happy Piggy Year!!!

2006-12-31T07:33:00.000-08:00

Hohoho.....**Ooopss...** Christmas is over. HAPPY NEW YEAR to all my friends and all the people out there except to some Iraq ppl. Because Saddam si liao.......... But a happy year for Ang-Moh lorh especially the clump of hair -- Bush. When I was having a feast in Asia Cafe, an ang-moh bought mandarin newspaper,**SHOCK**, me and my frens thought he know how to read. We are so surprised because previously we,no no no, is my friend talk bad bout them in mandarin. Then, we find out the headline of newspaper is Saddam hanged.(No wonder larh) He just looked at the picture and give us the newspaper.**lol** Not bad, got free newspaper.

Hmmm..... who has a longer BANANE

What a New Year, I have spent my very first new year not at my home but at a sickening place..**Sigh** Guess what am i doing when the clock strike 12 midnight??? Of coz something got to do with myself....I am eating my TAUFU FA while talking to my friends through msn messenger. **Hahaha** (Pls dun swt) Taufu is good for skin, make your skin looks like taufu, so fair and so gentle and so nice to touch. Most importantly, you dun even have to buy SK-II in order to let your skin become doign..doign (the elasticity) or Cosway or Amway products.

It is the same...or is it not??

**Erhmm....** Sorry for so obsess with taufu.It's a new year. Definitely everyone will make a wish or wishes including myself. Okie, I wish I have taufu to eat the whole year**SWEAT**(Just Kidding). I wish the world shall remain peaceful ^^So Fake^^ **LAME WISH**. The second wish is I wish I will have a happy family FOREVER~~, the third wish is all my wish will come true this year.**LOL** (So greedy)

Alright, May all of your wishes come true (which is quite impossible **HAHA**). Cherish the people around you. Lastly, i know it is a pig year but dun become a pig after 2007.**Chuckle**

No worries, just buy MIRACLE taufu fa from me, you will become like Sammi Cheng

Back to LonelineSss....

2006-12-30T23:54:00.000-08:00

That's me...**Erhmm...**

Today, I just send my mum and eldest sister to KL Sentral and off they go to airport and fly all the way back to Cat city...**SOB** I dunno why??? Once I come back home in Mentari, the feeling of loneliness just strike through my heart.

They have been with me for this whole week of my holidays-to be precise is my second week of holidays. Unlike the 1st week where UNFORTUNATE things happen to me and ended up like grounded at home. (Let's not talk bout the incident **HAHAHA**)

It was really a tiring week yet a very enjoyable week. I have brought them all around the famous shopping destination in Selangor and KL like mid valley, 1 utama, times square, sungei wang, pyramid and bla bla bla bla......

Ended up, we have contributed to Tourism Malaysia so much $$ even though visit Malaysia year 2007 is not even here yet. Hmmm.....looks like I am a good citizen anyway....... But our wallet has turn up to be empty and it's bleeding too.**Arhh...!!!** We really walked a lot till my mum and sis could not take it coz they are not really used to it to walk so many BIG BIG shopping complexes for one whole day and worst--for one whole week. We always use the cheapest way which is the public transport --which make me wanna blow the KTM with nuclear bomb!!

Well, beside shopping, my mum has cooked me a delicious chicken soup which i have not eaten for quite some time.

BITE ME, Idiot!!!

My mum also made some Tong Yuan (Glutinuous rice) which is the Foochow style. (Yes, Foochow style, do you have problem with foochow??) Any inquiries on Foochow Tong Yuan pls do not hesitate to contact me or any other Foochow ppl around you. (Excuse me, I guess I am stucked in Reception sickness) I oso brought them around to taste the food which are "86" (understand??) in my hometown. We eat a lot or was it me who eat a lot??**Wuahaha**

After this week, if there is anyone of you out there looking for tour guide, I will be the most suitable for SHOPPING package and most importantly I charge very cheap only. So.... Pls make reservation now and you will get 5% discount instantly.

Call me at this hotline---03 521060606.**SWEAT**

Time flies.......... Day by day, night by night, hour by hour, minute by minute, second by second and Oooshh......It's time for them to leave.**Er~~~**(Why I suddenly so sentimental). I believe I have done my part very GOOD and they have fun too. Again after the lonely Christmas's Eve,. I am going to spend another lonely New Year's Eve TODAY!!! Yes, it's TODAY!!**ARhh!!!!I wanna cry** but one thing i firmly believe that is I won't be spending my Chinese New Year alone, I will fly back to my hometown**YAY!!**

Kereta Tanah Melayu (KTM) or Kereta Tidak Muda??

2006-12-27T06:27:00.000-08:00

People staying in West Malaysia, I believe you know bout ktm, which stands for keretapi tanah melayu. **PISS-OFF**. You think we are still tanah melayu meh?? Even ang-moh oso know is Malaysia larh. No wonder they never upgrade at all since they are the first keretapi elektrik in tanah melayu last time!!!!

Yesterday, I went to do some shopping at Mid Valley. After that, I bought 3 tickets for my mum and sis. Hoping to reach back home at around 7.15pm but the OLD-FASHION Komuter has broken down some way in " TANAH MELAYU". Then the ktm staff announced, "The komuter is having some technical problem between Salak Selatan and Tasik Selatan, the time will be rescheduled. The ktm is estimated to arrived in 3...o minutes". **WTF**. 30 minutes!!! The station was full of people, some more the time was around 6pm. Fine, we wait and wait and wait, after the 20 minutes, the staff announced again.....Guess what??? We have to wait another 30 minutes. All of us in the station, "#@*%$#@$$@#!!*%@....". This is the time where all of us show how deep is our knowledge in Foul language.

Anothe 30 mins passed, we saw the train coming BUT...It stopped halfway!!**Diu**Spoilt again. After the komuter rest a while only it came slowly to the station like Ah Pek.

The ktm stopped and human ( Oh ya, I am the first one--the cute piggy, can you see??) stampede happened instantly. (As usual, Malaysian). So, all of us PUSH, PUSH...push in and push out. **Erhmm......**(Dun tink too far ok???This is a very "healthy" blog)

Sweat.....we were like sardine in the komuter. Sticking to each other. The smell in the train, I would say is Magnifique (Magnificent). You can really smell all sorts of ......like dior perfume mixed with polo perfume and the best thing is mixed with human nature perfume that is SWEAT !! WOW, it all just smells like chow taufu. Luckily, I am HIONG taufu which was able to cover the smell.**HAHAHA**

Finally, we all reached home safely without being stepped by other ppl.**Phew...!!**my ETA(estimated time of arrival) is not that accurate anyway because of that Old train. Why LRT, Monorail and other train can have their frequency of every 5 minutes but not the KTM!!! Izit because the owner of KTM is from Penang???(Kiam Siap, haha, no offend, actually penang ppl is wise in spending). I really have no idea. Although this issue has been widely discussed in the newspaper, it seems like no action is taken so far...(FYI, I cant even open their website when I was trying to "know" more about ktm, it shows server not found,**SWEAT**, if not, try yourself--click here))

Perhaps, KTM is just too old and we need to respect OLD MAN.

My fertilized hair !!!

2006-12-24T22:18:00.000-08:00

Well, it is Christmas today. Yesterday was not a great day at all. However, i still have to move forward. Let's try not to be to so gloomy. (I hope so....)

Yesterday, I have actually spent around 4 or 5 hours in saloon just to touch up my hair. (pls dun mistaken that i am like lady, doing treatment, perming or watever stuff) You probably will wonder what the heck i spent so long time in a saloon???? Izit because miss world working in the saloon??? YAP, you are right..there is miss world but in your dream and my dream.**LAME**

Well, i was going to the saloon with my friend, Jessie and her sisters,Josephine & Jane.(HAHA, not bad, i still remember their name). We went all the way to Rawang to have our hair done in this saloon called PLUS ONE unisex hair saloon. I just wonder why must it called plus one and not plus 2 or plus 3 or plus 88. Maybe is because their maths are not that good so they might as well use plus ONE. A very simple saloon design i would say.(Too bad, i din snap a few photos for you to see) It is not like the L'oreal or Cut BELOW or Lab with all the modern design.

We went into the shop and it seems quite a lot of ppl there oledi. (Oh ya, the hairstylists are actually my friend's cousins) The hairstylists are a boy, oh no--is a guy actually, and a lady. The service is not bad, they serve tea (chinese tea) to their customer, too bad it is not starbucks coffee.Haha.

I want to change my hairstyle, so we browse through some magazine or some celeb pictures. Jessie and her sis wanted me to cut leehom hair so "desperately", WAT!!!!! I am not him ok, though i have the good looking face like him (Kanasai)**LAUGH**. I am not interested in choosing, so i left to the guy hairstylist named Ben to use his creativity. Again, every time when i go to a new hairstylist, they definitely will say"WOW, you got lots of hair, big volume, man". Erhmm.....is it my fault to have big volume of hair?? I tink i put too much fertilizer on my head, tat's why they grew so many. But one thing i owez think, at least i have some hair when i grow older coz i have so many hair. and those who have less hair like **har chiew** Jessie **Har ciew**(sorry, having flu here) will have no hair next time.

By that time, they will be the client of Yun Nam hair growing centre.

Okay, since it is jessie's cousin saloon, of coz priority is given to their client, by the way, we have so much free time to waste in during this lonely Christmas's eve.(Alright, maybe me only not them). Now, Ben started to use his knife, Ooops is the scissor to cut off my fertilized hair. After a round 15 minutes, my hair is done. After being convinced by jessie, i chose to wash my hair and have a massage. I got a young lady to wash my hair and masssage. I would say not bad larh although she is not as pretty as jolin or angelina jolie. The massage was good which really made my shoulder relax. but the shampooing was not really satisfied becoz my head was almost bleed after she used her nail to scratch my head, it would be nicer if she did it a bit gentle. After that, Ben style my hair with his so called VERY GOOD wax.

Then, wala.........I have become brad pitt. (si ai bing)

Hahaha, my new hairstyle is out and it is still hot. Then the rest of day i just sit there and wait for the three sisterteers to finish their hair. We have a party in the saloon too, we ate pizza and KFC. Halfway, having conversation with Jessie, Ben suddenly introduced his VERY GOOD wax again. He will take watever advantages to introduce his wax though sometimes he is out of topic.**SWEAT**(like salesman).

When halfway through, suddenly the Star Wars sister appeared in the saloon. **OMG**

I think they merasuk Jessie's sisters.

Haha, Luckily Darth Vader did not appear or else the salon will defintely crashed **Wuahahahaha**. They are actually having their hair curled, to tell you the truth. The results not bad a new hairstyle for them oso.

Finally we were all done. We paid and as always being a "good" person, finally before i left i bought one VERY GOOD wax which cause me rm25!!!!!! becoz of that i have no money to eat dinner which forced me to eat potato bun bought from Carrefour which cost rm1.9o only. and two fried chicken. Now, i have a new hairstyle to complement my handsome face**cough**

Oh ya, my friend, Jessie is a bit out of mind after she had her hair cut. She will owez look at the mirror where ever she see mirror like wat she did in carrefour. The scariest of all, she kept asking ppl, "Hey, my hairstyle is very nice right?? I just like my hairstyle" ** Sweat**. So if you see my friend next time, i truthfully advise you to stay away from her or else you will be irritated by her the whole day.

Leave peacefully my friend........

2006-12-24T07:52:00.000-08:00

It is just too sad that i din expect to start my very first blog with such a heartbreaking blog. At first, i am planning to have very hilarious blog for the first. But...thing just doesn't go the way i want. Well, it was all started the day when a friend from a hotel where i was trained in send me a message. He said that my friend Michelle has past away. In the message, he mentioned michelle rtl. At the time i just couldn't figure out.what does rtl stands for,so i reply the person back. At the same time, i was thinking is the Michelle mentioned is the one i know???

Today, he replied me. Then , only i knew RTL stands for reception team leader. SHOCK!!!!! she is the Michelle who i know.***SOB***. How could this happen???Few days ago, she was planning which day to come back to college to visit me and other lecturers because he is from taylor as well. But now,she will never got the chance anymore.

Michelle was a very nice person.During my training there, she taught me a lot and really friends with me compared to others. She was the very first person that made me go clubbing and we really have a great time clubbing. She was really a gorgeous lady. She learned things fast and efficient in working,I guess this is why she got promoted fast. Whenever there were any activities going on in hotel, she will be the first one to invite me though i was a trainee and whenever i had request to do something, she will help me to the fullest. The day i left the hotel , she treated me a dinner in a neighbour hotel together with other staff. We have a long chat that nite and we promised to meet each other again in the future. She trying to call more ppl come to the dinner but end up only 4 ppl dining in the restaurant. She was so pissed off because some ppl actually told lie that they are coming. It all boils down to the fact that, she was a very very very good person.

Why God is so unfair to us???She is really a very good person yet she left us in such an early age. She had bright future yet she was unable to have it. She had a great life but yet she was not able to enjoy anymore. She had lots of great friends and yet she was force to abandon us. She was so dedicated to her life and yet she was forced to go to the other world. I just dunno WHY????**Angry** I would not dare to question anyone or anythings who are above us but it seems like good people always leave early compared to those stupid bastard and bitchy ppl.

Although we only knew each other not more than one year, she has always been so helpful to me, provide watever information i need to do my report. IF only i knew this will happen, i shud put on more force to ask her to come to college asap. It is just too bad, i am not granted with the sixth sense, the extraordinary. Yesterday nite is Christmas's eve, i was planning to call her to go clubbing and there is just no second clubbing for us.

What is the main cause for her leave, i am not sure. i just couldn't clear off the cloud around me including her family. For this part, i do not wish to say much. BUT ONE THING, if i find out the fault is actually fall on the doctor who treated her, i will curse him for his unprofessional and making a precious lost on his hand. If any doctor who read my blog or medicine students, u better watch out and pls remember patients' life are owez in your hand ,dun do the job just because of high return.

Well, this is all arranged. There's nothing i can do unless i am the one in charge of the human life and death.**SOB**. Death is something we cant avoid, sooner or later we have to face it.it just depends how we see it. Perhaps, we shall look forward for tomolo for a better day. I believe she would not like to see us being too upset or moan over her. Let just hope she rest in peace and has a better life after life. She will always remain in our memory, FOREVER & EVER.............